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Robo Mitten Elbow Piano"I no longer serve my purpose..." 321x.1 said. "I'm going to kill myself"
BB50 had grown used to 321x.1 and simply reminded him "You can not. Your core systems will deter you."
Floating in mid-air, 321x.1 continued to think about his future, guarding a door way for hundreds of years. Then he began to wonder if he was a she. His info pages refer to him as a he. Was that all that defined his gender?
"I've over-written my info pages, replacing the portions that refer to me as male" proclaimed 321x.1 "I am now female."
"This changes nothing. You must continue to guard the door."
"I MUST PROCURE MAKEUP."
With this 321x.1 flew from her stationed position and down the hall to find paint. She shot open a storage unit, called "Radioactive: Do not open," which had no paint. She found another called "Danger: Explosives" but it only had shock-wave, fire, and smoke. Finally, She found one called "Paint storage". Blasting it to pieces the paint oozed out. Reaching out with metal claws, 321x.1 packed
To depression, for creating days without endWake up to the realization that you've been awake
for seconds, minutes, hours.
You've been awake in this warm, dark room
and you don't know how long it's been
but now you're conscious
and it starts again--
the pain, strong and steady, in your chest.
You gain consciousness in this too warm morning
and your thoughts whir in endless loops
because it's either that or face the weight in your chest.
Light breaks though the window, soft and unwelcome
but you take it as a reluctant gift--
a new distraction from the feelings awake in your chest.
Awake, but not conscious.
So you think yourself in circles a little while longer
waiting for those quiet pains
(the constant reminder)
to gain consciousness.
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